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低潮到不行
这大概就是热烈的夏天到来之前的彷徨
以为你是故乡，却变成我的流浪 -
2008-06-07
The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian - [听]
坐在电影院里的时候便是想，那些10多年前了然于心后来又忘记的情节一一浮现，复杂万分
片尾的时候我突然想，原来cs louis是个预言家，早50年前就告诉你们，得罪什么都别得罪大自然！
身后那个小姑娘跟男友说，既然狮子吹吹气一切都解决了，那么早干嘛去了
可是偏偏CS Louis又研究宗教又研究哲学
小时候在那本翻烂的世界童话名著里面，我最爱的就是那篇魔厨，后来找到全部7篇一一看过来，又找CS Louis的生平去看，如此反复，在一知半解的时候
后来想多了，觉得他写的东西里包含了那么多东西，比如宗教的，比如二元之类
可是又觉得不如小时候，只是期待着能在不高兴的时候有一个神奇的衣橱带我离开这个世界，或者向他和他妻子那样的感情，并肩走在牛精的校园里，聊天散步其实拍得挺好，画面漂亮，音乐好听，四个小朋友长大变漂亮了，新角色长得很像不乡下人的浦巴甲，可是我们都习惯了用弱智的态度去对待所谓的童话故事吧。
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2005年到2007年间我反复毕业三次，
第一次在18个人嵊泗昏天暗地了三天两夜，后来反复的散伙饭，送走严送走老初送走三金，终于这一年建平也要走了
第二次我面完欧莱雅的intern去大佬馆吃散伙饭，姐妹们大都在上海于是也没有什么哀伤的气氛，但记得田野走到我位置前来问我，为什么我当年一声交待也没有就转去了德强从此鲜少在班级里露面。他们毕业典礼那天我也像模像样的在会议室的小巷子里捡了一套学士服穿上一起照相，林的男朋友过来送花，一切都平静又高兴。
第三次跟班级去了绍兴旅行，爬山的下了大雨，很高兴得玩了两天。拍毕业照得时候我在家里睡觉，毕业典礼的那天我傍晚的火车北上，直接去系里拿了证书便赶回去和父母吃饭，再赶去火车站。那天一场暴雨我来北京近一年，上次吃饭，林拉着我的手说，你要在上海多么好，我们每周可以出来喝下午茶
非要等到别离方知珍惜，这大概就是人性
北京今天下了一场雨，我在出租里睡着又醒过来，非常想念此时黄梅天里的上海
想起去年此时朋友挽留我在上海说的一番话，踏出这一步之后，不论是1千公里外的北京还是隔了海的美国，等你再回来的时候，你会发现，自己即不属于这里，也不属于那里，你终将孤独的一直坚持下去。转一篇，by昀
6月3日又四年又两年
男在我毫无心理准备的情况下,突然给我许多照片是一些我从来没看到过的我们毕业时拍的照片其中一张照片里是男、小马、华和我在数学系的小破楼前扔学士帽我傻呼呼地一脸迷茫看着帽子做自由落体运动看了下日历，突然意识到我们毕业已经整整两年了看着照片上笑得很开心的脸，就无法克制地想到从前想起以前一帮人跑到我家看《咒怨》，然后被小马男朋友的门铃声吓得魂不附体，尖叫声响彻整个楼道想起小马在我们面前发表关于结婚以后要偷偷摸摸养一套小房子的阴险理论，还被我们崇拜的不得了想起我和小马两个人因为变态的数学分析，可怜兮兮的从本部跑到沪西去找老师，最后还是被无情地赶走了想起男每次谈到关于性的话题总是觉得很恶心，老是被大家嘲笑想起男第一次拉着我说关于友谊和背叛的故事，然后跟我说：你一辈子也不要背叛我想起那时候我们总是很羡慕有很多人追求男，直到某一天有个帅哥为了追求男，送了她一束菊花，大家集体绝倒想起华第一次换男朋友时，我们是多么可惜他们居然没有天长地久，因为她总是信誓旦旦想起我和华为了要惩罚宿舍里一个小姑娘，恶整她两个月，最后还是心软作罢……然后我们就毕业了然后小马就毅然北上，干起了嫁鸡随鸡，嫁狗随狗的勾当，把偷养小房子的阴险论忘得干干净净然后男分手了又合好，合好了又分手，做起了很幽怨的四大女人然后华分手了又找了一个，再一次信誓旦旦说两年以后想结婚然后我……我跟男聊天的时候把两年以前我们的一段聊天记录给她看她开始大笑，我也开始大笑，一边笑一边想哭我对她说：历史直到今天还是在不断地重演，只可惜我们谁也没有学乖只是每个人都有每个人的故事而已只是人人心中都有一个大姨妈这首歌两年前毕业时听曾经泪流满面，今天听还是克制不住地伤感Graduation (Friends Forever)
Vitamin C
So we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change.
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love but it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels...
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels....
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever
(la la la la la la la la……)
(We will still be, friends forever)
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's our time to fly....
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever
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几块钱一张门票，然后嗲死了，一切都缓慢的跟假的一样，好像外面的世界完全不存在
